Charles Darwin Birthplace 

Took this on my way to my mums for dinner - my step dad is fantastic. My brother is in a pickle. He assaulted me. Police visited the scene and gave him a talking to. All is now calm. I hope he learns from this. I love him very much but he is in trouble and will not confide in me. He forgets I am 12 years older than him. He always wants to be 'better' than me. Why? Why? Why? I just want us to be brothers. There is nothing he could have done that would concern me. Perhaps he is gay? Perhaps he had sex with Claire? Or a bouncer/barman in town? And does not want me to find out. He has to come clean me. I want to help him - but he has to want me to help - but tonight he crossed THE line. He nearly ended up being dragged out of the house in hand cuffs in front of my mother. He must think more of her. And treat her and his father, my step father with the respect they desrve. He is 26 and should be happier. I hope this will work itself out - but I fear there is a very deep divide in the family - with me on the outside as usual. Went to a club after that. Met 2 nice pot plants. I SMOKED 8 Marlboro Lights - I will never get to heaven.